Sunday 22 May 2011

My first ever nude self portrait






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Baby, the house is falling apart......






But who cares,i dont have much of home anyway,I have a house,but not a home






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you bite,you gnaw you tear with your teeth........








Teeth dreams may stem from a fear of rejection.These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxieties.



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I fucking love Bette Davis.........

oen Bette learned that her new brother-in-law was a recovering alcoholic, she sent the couple a dozen cases of liquor for a wedding present.



She has a street named after her in Iowa City, Iowa

Saturday 21 May 2011

'please just take out whatever is inside me-for children is not what I long for and will not make me a happier woman'


















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'my last visit to the old house'


Me and jon stayed in my old room,I thought this would be the last time I would get to document my past,I gave jon a piece of my history.............



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'I dont want to go,back to the old house'

















my childhood retreat,my childhood happiness,falling away,apart and unfixable now






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'Take me to paris'






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"the one who saved me is the one who later contaminated me"











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Thursday 19 May 2011

She did not want a constitutional monarch........



























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your flesh is a symbol of bodily defiance.....





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could you really give up heroin?

Im sorry i had to leave,but your relationship with drugs made everyone and everything fade into the backgroung.Doesnt stop me missing you.I was barely coping with my problems.......




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Wednesday 18 May 2011

you must be psychic


                                           

                                                          you must be psychic............x



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for my darling/s

























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